INTRODUCTION XII
MY SINS ARE MY SAVIOR
Going on the concept that karma and sin are ignorance due to the lack of understanding of the essential nature of life and where happiness and suffering derive from, my sins, karma, and ignorance were my own. My sins, karma, and the mysteries of life revealed themselves as time unraveled. And I was fortunate enough to live long enough to become a bit wiser and less sinful.
One of the hardest life lessons was that although my judgment about why someone hurt or betrayed me may have been accurate, it was foolish for me to sit around waiting for an apology from someone who had already let me down once. It was a waste of time hoping their apology would heal me; whether they apologized was on them, not me. That lesson, in turn, was learning how to heal on my own.
I kept how this song related to my journey a mystery until someone demanded an explanation.
