OCTOBER
On October 2, a bee flew into the window of my car after leaving the gym. I knew instantly that this was a sign that I needed to pay attention.
And I knew from experience that Bee offered the following wisdom: Connection to the Goddess Diana, Understanding Female Warrior Energy, Reincarnation, Communication with the Dead, Helping Earth-Bound Spirits Move on to Their Proper Place, Concentration, Prosperity, Community, Celebration, Organization, Fertility, and the Honey of Life, Sweetness of Truth.
The bee’s visit felt significant since I was scheduled to depart for my hometown the following day. On October 3, 2025, I headed to my hometown to care for my Uncle Seth while my niece took a week’s vacation with her family.
Once I arrived…
My niece and I spent the evening reviewing the details for caring for her cat, managing her home, and the dos and don’ts for our uncle. I spent the next week alone on a 60-acre private wooded property, which was very dark at night. Initially, it was a bit unnerving.
On October 5, 2025, while driving down the road, two deer ran across the street in front of my vehicle. The strange thing about this encounter was that it occurred at the same spot where I had witnessed an owl fly across the road fifteen years earlier.
Spiritually, deer symbolize gentleness, purity, intuition, new beginnings, and grace, guiding one to live with awareness and trust their inner voice. They represent regeneration through the shedding and regrowth of antlers, symbolizing rebirth and a sense of longevity. In many cultures, a deer, especially a white one, is seen as a messenger from the spirit world, bringing good luck and profound guidance.
The deer sighting inspired me to look up the date of the owl sighting, which I found out occurred on May 20, 2010. I then realized that two years after that sighting, on May 20, 2012, I met my friends at Hopi for the very first time and experienced the annular “ring of fire” solar eclipse. Six years after that, on May 20, 2018, I received my DNA results informing me about my birth father. I wasn’t exactly sure why I was being asked to recall the date May 20, but I made a mental note and proceeded.
The very next day, on October 6, a flock of guinea fowl stood in the middle of the road where I had seen the deer the day before.
Spiritually, the guinea fowl symbolizes protection, vigilance, and awareness due to its loud calls and protective instincts, acting as a natural alarm system for its environment. They also represent cooperation within the flock, the importance of communication, and a connection to transformation, with their presence warding off negative energy and attracting good luck.
The same flock of guinea fowl stood in the middle of the same section of road the following day, on October 7. This time, however, they did not move, and I had to stop my vehicle. It took a few minutes to move them out of the way.
On October 9, Warner Records released a song from Madonna’s Bedtime Stories era titled Right On Time.
It was around the same time that I had another one of my “sex dreams,” this time with two guys. It had been 5.5 years since I had been intimate with another person, but that didn’t stop me from having frequent, vivid, passionate sexpedictions at night. Sometimes I drifted off to sleep, wondering who my next encounter would be.
I spent the rest of the week visiting friends and family, which was time well spent. My week with Uncle Seth went well, except for the very last day. I ended up taking him to the emergency room on October 11 due to ongoing complications with an irregular heartbeat. They ran several tests but were unable to find anything life-threatening and sent us home.
I returned to Wilmington on Sunday, October 12. I continued to ride my bicycle around the lake every other day throughout October, always stopping to visit the sacred tree.
I prayed for my Uncle Seth, friends, family, and inspiration. I finished my last Reddit link with the song Right On Time on Friday, October 24.
I had yet another sexual encounter in a dream on the morning of October 26 and several more encounters with Bees. October 2025 was a month of family, being still, and paying attention to the signs God placed before me.
