NOVEMBER 2020
November began with some bad news. On November 2, 2020, my sister went to the doctor for a check-up and was told that her cancer had returned and that she only had two weeks to live. They put her in the hospital for several days to correct her calcium levels and then sent her home to live out the rest of her time with her immediate family. At this point, the black hawk in Puerto Vallarta made more sense. I was being asked to wait.
I scheduled a reading with my friend Brenda in North Carolina for November 6, 2020. The following is an excerpt from that 30-minute session.
I postponed my trip to Mexico, scheduled for November 8, 2020, until after my sister’s passing. Due to COVID-19, financial restrictions, and other personal reasons, I opted to remain in California for now. All I could do was pray for her and hold spiritual space. I asked my higher self to remind her higher self that all had been forgiven many years ago. It appeared to some that I had resented my sister. That wasn’t the case at all. I kept reminding her about how she betrayed me, hoping she would someday offer a sincere, heartfelt apology to my face. Not so much for my spiritual journey but for hers. That never happened, and I saw that as a missed opportunity, but it was time to release all of that and move forward.
On November 12, 2020, I woke up at 7:00 a.m. to the smell of smoke. I jumped out of bed to see if anything in the house was on fire. Nothing. It was a false alarm. As I lay back down, I wondered if perhaps my sister had just passed, and that was her way of letting me know. I fell back asleep and woke up a couple of hours later.
When I turned on my phone, I began receiving several notifications, much more than usual. Sure enough, my sister had passed around 10:00 AM on the East Coast, 7:00 AM California time. Not only did my mother wake me up when she passed back in 2000, but my sister did the same thing. My mother passed away on 01/10/2000, and my sister (my second mother) passed away on 11/12/2020. The first return of Saturn, or what I like to call the Red Road, took my father in 1991. The second return of Saturn brought news about my birth father in 2019 and took my sister in 2020, on the same day that the second Jupiter/Pluto conjunction of 2020 took place: 11/12/2020. (The Sun 1 and Moon 2 were present.)
The last time I saw my sister was five years earlier, in December 2015. My sister and I struggled for such a very long time. Our relationship had taken its toll on both of us and now was the time for healing, not only for her spirit but also for myself. I hoped her spirit could now find peace and begin the healing process on the other side. We both had experienced tremendous love and pain in our relationship over the years. It demanded a lot of sacrifice on both sides. Our relationship was an incredible teacher, and I was truly grateful for everything it taught me.
My sister and I when I was a baby.
After being retrograded for several weeks, Mars went directly on 11/13/2020. A new moon occurred on 11/14/2020, and my second return of Saturn ended the day after 11/15/2020. On 11/17/2020, I performed a prayer around my sister’s passing.
The very next day, 11/18/2020, comet C/2020 S3 (Erasmus) made its nearest approach to Earth with a Right Ascension of 12h37m. The last time it visited the inner Solar System was 2,000 years ago.
I stepped outside around midnight on November 19, 20, and 21, 2020, to reunite with Sirius, Orion, and the Pleiades, all directly overhead.
I prayed to my ancestors, said hello to my parents, asked that the heavens receive my sister and take good care of her, and prayed for guidance for the future. The night sky was clear, and I knew my prayers were answered.