MARCH
I took a moment to remind myself of what I stated at the beginning of this chapter.
FOR ALL INTENTS AND PURPOSES
Instead of repeating the same set of prayers out into the cosmos as I did during The Transfiguration of Christ, I practiced surrender, remembering that change can also begin not by striving but with letting go. I knew that healing didn’t come from controlling life, but from listening, being aware, and following the signs; knowing that the world responded not only to my words but to my energy.
It was now time to allow the unconscious to become conscious, for true alignment to resonate within. The concept of letting go wasn’t about giving up; it was about giving in to the deeper wisdom already alive within me. Stillness was where the ego let go, and my essence took root.
I was never meant to chase my worth; I was meant to remember it. When I finally allowed life to catch up to my stillness, I didn’t have to try so hard to be enough; I already was. It was about returning to the person I was before the world told me who to be. I let the silence speak, and allowed the mirror to show me what had always been there. I already was what I’d been searching for.
The core principle and ultimate goal here was not to destroy the world, but to repair and elevate it, to intensify the prayers laid upon the earth during the 2013 Transfiguration of Christ rituals.
And at the same time, I continued my inner work, my personal Rebis.
With the 36 rituals behind me, I continued to ride my bike around Greenfield Lake every other day, weather permitting. No prayers. No rituals. No visits to the sacred tree. I would use my trips around the lake as my own personal method of communicating with the creator.
My first trip took place on March 2, 2026, where I discovered two trees in the middle of the lake covered in American White Ibis. These birds symbolized resilience, optimism, and spiritual protection, often regarded as the last bird to seek shelter before a hurricane and the first to emerge afterward. Associated with renewal and the soul’s journey, this bird signified a harmonious connection to surroundings, encouraging a smooth flow of communication. The two trees, rooted in water, appeared to have their own secret spiritual significance. I felt protected and grounded emotionally.
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